She -So I think it's over, we should move on now.
He - But why? Like I didn't want to end it like this.
She - Even I didn't want to. But there is nothing left with which we could stick to.
He - We can still be friends I guess?
She - I don't want to keep any kind of connection anymore. Sorry!
Deep down*
As she spoke those last words, with heavy heart and tears filled in her eyes, she didn't want him to agree like that, she wanted him to assuage her, she wanted him to know, it wasn't his fault, it was just an outbreak of emotions she was going through, detaching most of the loved ones from her life, she wanted him to scold her for not doing right as he always does, she wanted him to fight with her again (at least that would have resulted into some conversation) but no! There was silence, that awkward silence that no one hopes for. That moment was there, silence had spoken louder than words. May be he was drained out too.
That feeling of being used, being disrespected, insecurity and innumerable stupid thoughts and reasons persuaded her to hate him (even if she didn't).On a serious note, the point is, when we don't want to get involved in something anymore, we automatically find ways of escaping from it because that is the most easiest way it could have. No explanations, no drama,you just have to walk away like that (not mentioning the after effects as they could be unanimously tragic). And this isn't only with relationships or friendships. This could happen with anything; may be responsibilities, work or studies. We all deal with these kind of things every other day. Watching movies all day to escape from exam preparation, or loafing about some stupid social media and stuff like that. Same is the case with relationships as well and this is the reason, in most of the cases people cannot explain themselves as to why they want to get rid of it. Because actually, they don't want to. They don't want to get rid of the person but the responsibilities, the commitments attached with it.
And ending of relationships isn't always a two - way process! And if the person is really into you, he must understand that. Words do not always mean the way they are spoken. There may be hundreds of emotions buried inside that single 'NO' and you never know! that feeling could be killing the person deep down.
